A Snapshot

We colored!

We used M&Ms

We baked!

We dressed in green!

On Friday's blog post I told you our home was going green for Mitochondrial Awareness Week, and we did just that. I thought I would share some of the snapshots I got from that day. It was fun and we learned a lot.

I also learned that I do not use my camera near enough to capture even the littlest of things. So my goal is to get back in the habit of taking more pictures because the lesson I learned is things can change in the blink of an eye and the only real thing we have is THIS moment because once the moment is gone is doesn't come back.

Live for today, for this very minute because only God knows and controls our very last minute on this earth.

Thank you Lord for the blessings in my life and the ability to recognize those blessings.

Going Green

Our household is going green today...and I don't mean saving the environment...more like saving human lives.

I had never heard of Mitochondrial Disease until I met a precious little girl who just happened to go to the same church as myself. She is full of smiles and personality! You would never know that something like this disease had any effect on her or her personality. However, after learning more about this disease I was blown away...there is so much this little girl has to endure. What made it even more striking to me was what her parents had to do to help their little girl survive. Yet through it all, their ups and their downs, their joys and their trials they are full of hope, full of love, and never stop leaning on God. Such a testimony through this wonderful family. I am humbled at the thought that anything that I have ever been through is nothing compared to what they go through every day. I am still learning more and more about this disease, especially this week. It is Mitochondrial Disease Awareness Week. We are all going GREEN and learning some lessons in the process. My children have even gotten involved in wanting to do something to raise awareness. Today, in our home we are all going to wear green and we are going to make stickers to wear! We have already gone green on facebook. I have come across some coloring pages that the kids will color and we will talk about what this disease is and what we can do about it as part of their homeschool lessons! We will also be baking some cookies with green M&Ms! Yum!

So what is this disease I speak of?

Mitochondrial diseases result from failures of the mitochondria, specialized compartments present in every cell of the body except red blood cells. Mitochondria are responsible for creating more than 90% of the energy needed by the body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is generated within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death follow. If this process is repeated throughout the body, whole systems begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening is severely compromised. The disease primarily affects children, but adult onset is becoming more and more common.

Diseases of the mitochondria appear to cause the most damage to cells of the brain, heart, liver, skeletal muscles, kidney and the endocrine and respiratory systems.

Depending on which cells are affected, symptoms may include loss of motor control, muscle weakness and pain, gastro-intestinal disorders and swallowing difficulties, poor growth, cardiac disease, liver disease, diabetes, respiratory complications, seizures, visual/hearing problems, lactic acidosis, developmental delays and susceptibility to infection.

Now that you know what can you do to learn more and how can you help?

~First check out the United Mitochondrial Disease Foundation Website and GET INFORMED!
http://www.umdf.org


~Then if that doesn't work, check out the website for the little girl that I mentioned and maybe, by the Grace of God your heart will get stirred and you will want to know more
and GET INVOLVED!
http://www.helpcureanamaria.com/

~GO GREEN! Not just this week but everyday!

Thank You! Hope everyone has a blessed day and a wonderful weekend!

Mercy, Forgiveness, Submission, Obedience, Revival

Thank You Lord...for your mercy and steadfast love! Thank you for knowing the depths of my heart. For loving me enough to stir my heart when I haven't even realized I had drifted. For reviving me again and again when I didn't deserve it.

I was reminded yesterday and this morning in my everyday dealings with my children and in my quiet time with the Lord that I am in need of reminders. No it's not an age thing but a human nature thing. In raising my children I find that what do I expect from my children?

Submission and obedience.

I expect my children to submit to my authority over them because I am the parent. I expect their obedience because I am the parent. I expect it every time but do I get it? NO! Of course anyone who knows anything about raising children knows that submission and obedience doesn't come naturally and it is not something that you ever stop learning.
Isn't the same with our relationship with our Heavenly Father? We are His children and doesn't he want submission and obedience to His authority from us? YES!

How can I expect my children to do these two things when there are times when their own mother (ME) is not submitting her life to God and being obedient? I am constantly telling my 2 older children how their 2 younger siblings are watching their every move and behavior and how they set the example. "Monkey see, Monkey do!" I always hear myself saying to them. So why do I always get surprised when my children are disobedient? Shouldn't I be setting the example? Aren't I the monkey? (And no I am not referencing the theory of evolution here so please don't read to much into that.) Aren't I supposed to be submitting and obeying God instead of following the ways of the world?

Well Thankfully I serve a forgiving and merciful God. He knows my heart. He knows my struggles. He hears my prayers. He reveals to me my weaknesses. He never forsakes me. He doesn't see a lost cause. And thankfully He has given me the ability to show all these qualities to my children if I submit and obey God.

1 Samuel 15:22-25 - Samuel said, "Has the Lord as much delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice, And to heed than the fat of rams. For rebellion is as the sin of divination, and insubordination is as iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the Lord, He has also rejected you from being king." Then Saul said to Samuel, "I have sinned; I have indeed transgressed the command of the Lord and your words, because I have feared the people and listened to their voice. Now therefore, please pardon my sin and return with me, that I may worship the Lord."

Hebrews 13:17 - Obey your leaders and submit to them, for they keep watch over your souls as those who will give an account.

Deuteronomy 30:10-11 - ...if you obey the Lord your God to keep His commandments and His statutes which are written in this book of the law, if you turn to the Lord your God with all your heart and soul. "For this commandment which I command you today is not too difficult for you, nor is it out of reach."

So the lesson for me today, is that I need to remember who it is that I am to be submitting to and obeying. Then I can come to expect my children to do the same. I am the example; I am the steward to my children to show them who God is so that they to may become followers of Christ. My disclaimer - Now I know my children will not allows submit and obey me because we live in a sinful fallen world, just as the Lord and I both know that I will make my own mistakes and will not allows submit and obey His commandments...BUT that doesn't mean that God doesn't require complete and constant obedience. He does and He disciplines and forgives. So knowing this will I stop requiring this of my children? No. Because God loves me enough to call me one of his own and to call, convict, compel, change and even discipline me when necessary.

Once again, it is time for the reviving of my heart now that I have recognized the spiritual drift that has occurred in me.

Psalm 85:6-9 - Will you not revive us again, that your people may rejoice in you? Show us your steadfast love, O Lord, and grant us your salvation. Let me hear what God the Lord will speak, for he will speak peace to his people, to his saints; but let them not turn back to folly. Surely his salvation is near to those who fear him, that glory may dwell in our land.

I am looking forward to hearing and learning more of what God has for me as I walk through the book of Hosea!

Thank you Lord for the revelation you have given to me today and loving me enough to show me the areas in my life that need your help and correction. Thank you for awakening my heart to you Lord. Thank you for showing me the sin in my own life. I pray that you give me a revived hunger for Your Word. I pray for all those who struggle the same way I do. Thank you for the hope and love you have shown me. Let me be an encouragement to others and just another example of how you constantly extend mercy, love and forgiveness to all. I also pray for my future stumbles, because I know there will be more. Thank you for the cross that I may be forgiven when I didn't deserve it. In Jesus name, Amen.

Learning through the Storms and Trials

For the past 7 years, God blessed Wayne and I with a home, children, a church, and a "family." It is highly unusual for a military family like ours to get to stay in a place longer than 3 years. But we did...we got the opportunity to stay in Beaufort and to God I am grateful. When Wayne and I moved to Beaufort we had a bubbly 18 month old daughter and had only been married for 2 1/2 short years. We were young and inexperienced in the ways of the world. There were so many opportunities for us to get things wrong, but by God's grace he aligned everything just so. Before we came to Beaufort we prayed for a home, we prayed for a church home, and we prayed for every little detail in our lives. God put people in our paths who could of steered us wrong but didn't...unsaved people were watching out for us...for instance...our realtor told us straight up everything we needed to know about buying and owning a home; our mortgage broker who gave us sound financial advice instead of just trying to get whatever money out of us he could, and so on...Looking back I am so thankful that God handles the smallest of details...You would think that after all this time I would have already learned that lesson...but God is constantly reminding me and teaching me and yes even disciplining me...

I can honestly say that when we sold the house in April, I was thankful that God lined everything up the way he did...I was looking forward to what God had in store for us next...but somewhere after that I lost sight...my own personal set back...

I began to focus on what I had in Beaufort and how I no longer had it...

1) We had a great place we called home and now had no home that Wayne and I could call our own - he is living on the ship and the kids and I are staying at my folks...

2)We had a great church home who fed us
God's word (meat not milk) - and now I am doing my best to find us a temporary church home until we move to Norfolk in August, so I don't feel connected/or an active participant to the church we have been attending

3)We were a family...Now since Wayne is living on the ship which is now currently deployed I feel like our family is incomplete

4)We had like-minded support - Don't get me wrong we have lots of support here, just not the support and "family" we had in Beaufort...(I miss yall by the way!)

5) My list could go on and on....

SO what changed...was it God?...

NOPE...
Hebrews 13:8 - Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.


God loves us and has still provided for us through it all...The Lesson I Have Learned

1) I still have a roof over my head
2)I still have the ability to go to church freely
3)I still have a family even with Wayne away...God needs my husband on that deployment for some reason I may never know and God will use him as he sees fit
4)I have support, be thankful for that, but also that support I had in Beaufort is still there and thanks to wonderful technology I can still keep in touch.

So what has changed...it wasn't God...it was ME...

I was so wrapped up in the changes and how it affected me and the kids and my life that I stopped seeking God and his council. In that last sentenced I just typed I used words that refernced "me" 4 times. I had put myself ahead of God and it was no wonder I felt so lost.

See - 2 Timothy 3

So today I am thankful to God for the convictions He has given me...for not giving up on me...for blessing me even when I don't see it...and for being a forgiving and merciful God. I thank God for the trials in my life, for bringing me through those trials, and for the trials I know will come.

Thank you God for the home you have made available for us in Norfolk. Thank you God for seeing us through the trials. Thank you God for Wayne. Thank you God for our children. Thank you God for our family and "family." Thank you God for those who pray for us. Thank you God for being a big and awesome God who handles the smallest of details.

Thank you just doesn't seem enough does it?

Colossians 3:15-16
Let peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body; and be thankful.
Let the word of Christ richly dwell within you, with all widson teaching and admonishing one another with psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with thankfulness in your hearts to God.

My prayers for the day -

Lord, watch over my husband while he is on deployment. Help him keep his mind on You and the mission at hand. Don't let his focus get distracted by things that are not of You.

Lord, watch over our marriage while the Navy keeps us apart. Help us to endure the seperation and to keep our focus on You.

Lord, watch over our family while Wayne is away. Keep us strong and let us be a support to Wayne.

Lord, watch over the kids and protect their hearts. Help them to understand that we are going through changes like the deployment and a move. Help them adjust.

Lord, help me as I manage our home while Wayne is away. Give me patience, peace, understanding, and wisdom as we go through this time of transition and change.

Lord, help Wayne and I to not loose focus on You and the plans You have made for us.

Lord, I also pray that you watch over our "family" in Beaufort. We know of so many who are going through trials of their own who need You and Your mercy, healing, comfort, grace, and love.

Amen

We need your help...

The 3rd Annual Help Cure
Ana Maria Fundraiser

to benefit Heroes on Horseback

Featuring: Vessel of Honour & Soul

May 8, 2010 from 11AM-3PM
@ the Hwy 21 Drive-In

and if you can't make it...
Please consider donating to Help Ana Help Heroes. Donations can be made online or at Wachovia Banks nation wide. The Wachovia business account is the Ana Maria Bennett Fund a Special Needs Trust.
Check it out for more information
http://www.helpcureanamaria.com/

Cha- Cha- Cha- Cha-Changes

I say it every time...it has been awhile since I have posted but my reason this time is all the CHANGES our little family is embarking on...

We are moving...after 7 wonderful years here in SC the Navy has decided it is time for us to leave. Our next duty station is....

USS Iwo Jima (ship on the left)

Okay well it's my husbands next duty station and we are just along for the ride!
It makes me sad and happy all at the same time. I know God has a plan and a purpose for our family but I dislike having to leave behind such wonderful friends and our wonderful church. Even though I was not born or raised in SC, it is my home now. 3 out 4 of our children were born here. This is what they and I know. I am excited to see what God has in store for us at our next "home" but I will deeply miss SC and all those I have come to know and love. So with that said, Here is my short and sweet post saying Goodbye to SC and all that came with it...Thank you for everything!

My prayer is that God will continue to bless our "family" here in SC and the church. I pray that our move will go smoothly and that the children will adjust easily. I pray that as we move we continually seek God's guidance and will as we make decisions. I also pray for the people that God puts in our path on our new journey. I pray that God helps lead us to a new church home where His Word is taught so that we might serve Him. Amen.

Signing off for a little while so that the computer can get packed :(

Birthdays, Birthdays, Birthdays.....

The past 2 months have been a series of celebrating birthdays! Each birthday is a reminder of the gracious and precious blessing that God lovingly bestowed to Wayne and I. Our precious and outgoing, first born daughter Hannah turned 8 in January. Our quiet yet quirky second born daughter Lillian turned 5 in January. And our little cuddly teddy bear with an explosive temperament son Lucas turned 3 this February. Wayne and I are so very thankful for the time that God has given us with each of HIS special creations.

"Behold, children are a gift of the LORD,
The fruit of the womb is a reward.
Like arrows in the hand of a warrior,
So are the children of one's youth.
How blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them;"
Psalm 127:3-5

"Let your father and your mother be glad,
And let her rejoice who gave birth to you."
Proverbs 23:25

"He lifted his eyes and saw the women and the children,
and said, "Who are these with you?"
So he said, "The children whom God has graciously given your servant."
Genesis 33:5

So today as I reflect on all these birthdays I pray that God help Wayne and I -

"Train up a child in the way he should go,Even when he is old he will not depart from it."
Proverbs 22:6

" You shall teach them diligently to your sons and shall talk of them when you sit in your house and when you walk by the way and when you lie down and when you rise up."
Deuteronomy 6:7

Here is the blessing I would like to each and everyone of the children God blesses us with to have:

"In the Name of Jesus Christ: I bless you with the ability to trust in the Lord with all your heart and not depend upon your own understanding. Such trust will keep you in the right track. When you trust in the Lord you can expect Him to meet all your needs. When you depart from evil and seek peace, the eyes of the Lord are upon you and His ears are open to your cry. You can trust Him to hear and answer your prayers and give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 34:8, 37:3-4 ~ Proverbs 3:5, 16:20

Christmas Newsletter for 2009

Season's Greetings to All our Family & Friends...

Another year has come and gone and we would like to share with you some of the things our little family has experienced throughout the year.

January 09 brought about the numerous birthdays once again...Hannah turned 7, Lilly 4 and I turned 29! Hannah experienced her very first sleepover! Lilly had a nice little family birthday with her "flower" cake that Mommy made!

February 09 brought our son Lucas to the age of 2! What a big boy he is getting to be! February also brought the Awana Grand Prix! The kids had fun making their derby cars with Daddy! It was a great family experience watching their cars race down that track!

March was filled with sorrow and joy. My beloved Grandmother (Grandma Helen) went home to be with the Lord. We made the trip to NC to attend her funeral. While we were there we took advantage of the time and spent it with family and visited some museums as a homeschool trip.

April 09 wrapped up the Awana year - Hannah finished Sparks 1st grade, Lilly finished first year Cubbies, and Lucas ended his Puggle year. We also took a trip home for Easter. We enjoyed spending time with family and friends. We also took the kids to the White House Easter Egg Roll. It was a good experience for us and the kids. Also while in Virginia my mother and friend threw me a baby shower for the impending arrival of baby number 4!


May 09 was a busy month! Wayne’s Dad came down to SC to visit the weekend of Mother’s Day for Lilly’s Dance recital! We had a great time watching Lilly dance and visiting with Papa John. We also took the kids to the air show! However the weather did not hold out for the whole day and the show was cut short! Some friends and I went to the Women of Joy Conference in Charleston, where I had the pleasure of meeting Kirk Cameron! We ladies had a blast! As usual in May, we found ourselves at the beach, pool and our favorite ice cream shop downtown! Wayne had a birthday and is now 35 years young! We spent Memorial Day Downtown watching daddy march in the parade!

June 09 was filled with all kinds of excitement! We did our annual camping trip at the beach with Tara’s Family! (Yes, even me at 37 weeks pregnant!) It was the hottest week of the year & we were tent camping! At the end of the week I had the pleasure of taking my dad to the HM Birthday Celebration downtown! I would have taken my husband but I am proud to say he was the one who organized and planned the event! He did a fantastic job! Just five days after the event, June 18th 8:04pm, our second son, Hunter Anthony Gonsorcik, was born weighing in at 9lbs 7oz 20in.

July 09 was spent getting to know our newest blessing! We also spent the 4th of July at Parris Island! Hunter did not seem to mind the fireworks! Hannah, Lilly, & Lucas all took swim lessons! They love the water and it shows!

August 09 the kids and I spent most of it traveling. Wayne stayed home, busy with work with & a few rounds of golf and met us in Ohio for the weekend! The kids and I went to Virginia, West Virginia, Ohio, and Kentucky! We visited family, went to a wedding, visited the Creation Museum, and the Cincinnati Zoo!

September 09 started our home school year! Hannah is now in 2nd grade! Lilly is doing some pre-k work! The new Awana year began as well! Hannah is in 2nd Gr Sparks, Lilly is in 2nd yr Cubbies and Lucas is in 2nd yr Puggles! Hannah started cheerleading and Lilly started soccer! Hannah and Lilly are also doing the children’s choir at church! We also learned that we had orders for the Spring of 2010 to move to Norfolk, VA. Wayne is headed to the USS Iwo Jima.

October 09 was filled with activities! The kids and I took a quick trip to VA. While we were there we went to the pumpkin patch and apple orchard! Lilly had her first choir performance! So cute! Hunter decided to cut 3 teeth! Lucas decides it is time to start potty training!

November 09 began busy and ended busy! I was busy preparing for the Christmas Musical at church! The kids were busy with their activities and Daddy was busy with work! We took our annual Thanksgiving Day trip to VA to spend with friends and family!

We hope that everyone had a great December, a great Christmas, and the happiest of New Years! Please know that each of you are in our hearts and prayers all year long!